If you believe in Jesus/God or a high power, use that to your advantage and stability. All of us need support in some shape or form. So why depend on yourself if you know that you can be your worse enemy? Gain trust in yourself through the power of Christ or through the power of your belief. Hold on to it, change and keep an open mind, adjust your life as you move forward, and just….breathe.
You will get through this, you will be stronger, and you will be wiser than you use to be.
Have a Good Day and enjoy yourself.